Monthly Archives: February 2011

The Labyrinth of my mind

All this week I feel I’ve been on a battle to the depths of hell. The inner demons have been wrestling my soul. Nothing has brought me peace. I have been evil. I could use the excuse that I’ve been … Continue reading

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Sometimes……

Sometimes ,Enough is enough Sometimes.,I don’t want to play nice Sometimes,It hurts Sometimes,The pain nearly destroys me Sometimes,I want to give up Sometimes,I need to fight Sometimes,I get frustrated that you can’t understand Sometimes ,I would never wish you this … Continue reading

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Think before ……

I want to hide, no that’s not true maybe move to a commune somewhere with like minded people. I get exhausted by drama, by people who can’t agree to disagree. Those who won’t respect other opinions. I used to love … Continue reading

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Why I don’t like Valentine’s day

Valentines day is one of those days that really bug me. People declaring their love, buying gifts, treating their loved ones to nice meals. Why ???I want to scream. Not why the declarations of love? Not why the nice gifts? … Continue reading

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Time with my baby

Yesterday was one of those days I am truly grateful for. With one child at contact, two teenagers doing their own thing. I got to spend some quality time with my baby. Maybe I shouldn’t be calling her my baby … Continue reading

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Facing up to facebook.

Last week I had the honour of being a speaker in a conference which had been sponsored by the fostering company I work for Progress Care Solutions and BAAF. The title of the conference was “Facing up to facebook”, yet … Continue reading

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Missing and devestated.

What a truly terrible day. I received phone call off my sister. My mom had been walking her two dogs, Tip a Jack Russell and Noodles a miniature Jack Russell. Well whilst walking along the canal my mom took a … Continue reading

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I need a BFF

My daughter asked me today “was I sad because I don’t have a best friend”. Let’s me honest when you are nine best friends are a daily occurrence, they also change as often as your socks. But I do wonder … Continue reading

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Stepping out in faith

Stepping out I sometimes wonder where I am going in life. At times I make plans then something comes along and they all change. They become out of my control, out of my reach. I confess at times my life … Continue reading

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