Monthly Archives: September 2010

Discovering our purpose.

 Amazing how we change as we grow. Seasons of our life. As a young child I had many dreams. Deep convictions of the person I wished to be. Fast forward a few years, I’m the wild teenager who has no … Continue reading

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Cinderella – Please let me go to the ball.

I’m so excited on November 18th I am attending the official launching of the Rett Research Trust UK in London.  Yes London the capital city of good old England. I must admit I’m rather nervous, two reasons one is that I’m … Continue reading

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Arrrrraaaahhhhhh Thats it !!!!!!

That’s it, I have really had enough. No matter what I do it is never going to be good enough. So from this moment on, I’m going to stop trying. I didn’t grow up having the best of everything, money … Continue reading

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Competition

Competition I have to confess how I hate competitions. The nervous tension, the sick feeling that lies in the bottom of my stomach. Watching the faces of the competitors, the nerves etched on their faces. The small giggles that escape … Continue reading

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Letting Go of Worries

My heart is racing. My palms are sweating. I can’t hear myself think from the constant chatter in my mind. The battle has begun. The enemy is whispering in my ear “You are not good enough” “They won’t like you” … Continue reading

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What is your dream????

What would be your dream if you won the lottery? I ask this question often and am not really surprised by the answers I receive. Exotic holidays, the fastest cars, best clothes, new houses, people dream about them all. My … Continue reading

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Does he know how much I love him? He scared me!

Yesterday morning I was woken by a phone call that shocked me to my very core. It was my husband, he had taken a fall while out mountain biking. My heart just stopped as he explained that he was ok, … Continue reading

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Unexpected Encouragement

When I agreed to be part of the weekly link up by Faith Barista, “Faith Barista Jam “.I began to panic this week’s was on Unexpected Encouragement. I’ve been struggling through many emotions the biggest one being my grief. I … Continue reading

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I’m Lost

Yesterday I sent my husband a text saying ” I know I am a miserable cow but I am a miserable cow who loves you with all my heart” I guess this pretty much sums up the way I have … Continue reading

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My eyes show it all.

I look into the mirror and who do I see.?  A parent who has lost a child!  It’s the haunting of my eyes, the smile that never fully forms. Yes I see the loss as easily as I see the … Continue reading

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